Broken

My heart is scattered into pieces
I cannot help thinking of you
As the pain increases
I can't see through...
I remember the days we used to spent together
and the beautiful blaze shining on your face
I remember the way you used to hold me in your hands
wherever we go and no metter how it ends
in your eyes I saw the world for me
but I choose "us" not to be
I wanted to be happy and I wanted to be free
but now I see there was a fee
I didn't know how much it costs
but I felt that little frost
it stopped the moment and turned it around
and I found myself fallen on the ground
I know the blame is all for me
and I hope I would forget that we
had so great time together
and you wanted to make it better
I'm gonna let you think that I
have no more feelings and I do not cry
my tears are not for you to see
cause you deserve someone better than me
I'm gonna stay in the shadows of my fear
that comes around and counts every tear.