I hate

I hate it when somebody's crying
I feel inside a part of me is dying
The pain I caused means so many tears
Falling on your face and facing all my fears
No matter what I do I cannot stop the rain
That's pouring somewhere in my brain.
Trying hard to find a place to hide
I find it so much harder to save my pride.
I know I caused so much pain 
And I'm not trying to escape the blame
I'm not pleased with what I do
But I have to find myself without you
I need some space and time to think
To make the best desicion and to find a link
That little thing that brought us together
Would be strong enough to make it better..

~Daniella Bandeva