I tried

I tried to be nice
I tried to be kind
but all of you mice
have something in mind.
I tried to be calm
I tried to be real
but all in my palm
is made out of steel.
I tried to forget
I tried to forgive
but you made me a pet
and I choose not to leave.
I tried to be strong
I tried to be brave
but the path is long
to escape the cave.
I tried to believe
I tried to go on
but I couldn't leave
the world I have grown...

~Daniella B.

Broken

My heart is scattered into pieces
I cannot help thinking of you
As the pain increases
I can't see through...
I remember the days we used to spent together
and the beautiful blaze shining on your face
I remember the way you used to hold me in your hands
wherever we go and no metter how it ends
in your eyes I saw the world for me
but I choose "us" not to be
I wanted to be happy and I wanted to be free
but now I see there was a fee
I didn't know how much it costs
but I felt that little frost
it stopped the moment and turned it around
and I found myself fallen on the ground
I know the blame is all for me
and I hope I would forget that we
had so great time together
and you wanted to make it better
I'm gonna let you think that I
have no more feelings and I do not cry
my tears are not for you to see
cause you deserve someone better than me
I'm gonna stay in the shadows of my fear
that comes around and counts every tear.


 

New start....

Down in a hole I'm feeling so small..
Breaking my hope just searching for road
Crying in vain under the rain
I Try to forgive but it's hard to believe
That finding the end and having a friend
Means smiling again after the pain
Lighting the day and walking away

Чудя се колко човека ще се сетят, че имам имен ден..

I wonder how many of my "friends" will remember my nameday...

Alone in Time

Alone I’m standing here

Can’ t  see anyone near.

I’m thinking about my life

  And how it is falling apart.

Hoping that someone is there

To find me and take me somewhere.

Love is what I search for

But there’s no prince charming at my door

I want to take the time

And I’ll try with my mind.

***

But no one is coming

And time is still running…

I’m still standing here

And can’t see anyone near!

Daniella B.

unbounD

Can you see the difference?

Виждате ли разликата? Представете си сивото ни ежедневие...а сега добавете природата! Ние не можем без нея, а защо я унищожаваме тогава?

Пазете природата, за да ви пази тя! Обичайте я, защото ние сме преходни, а тя ще остане!

Photo by: Daniella Bandeva

I hate

I hate it when somebody's crying
I feel inside a part of me is dying
The pain I caused means so many tears
Falling on your face and facing all my fears
No matter what I do I cannot stop the rain
That's pouring somewhere in my brain.
Trying hard to find a place to hide
I find it so much harder to save my pride.
I know I caused so much pain 
And I'm not trying to escape the blame
I'm not pleased with what I do
But I have to find myself without you
I need some space and time to think
To make the best desicion and to find a link
That little thing that brought us together
Would be strong enough to make it better..

~Daniella Bandeva